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Although I'm not sure about what I've learnt.

Toast always lands butter-side down. I got played by that old snob, but it's not the worst. Worst is that I just summoned all my peers to talk about the issue this afternoon with Boss, and actually felt good per meeting. Turned out I was not even close.

No, it's not the worst either. Worst is now I have to be the one who breaks the news to people, and they'll think I'm weak. the fact that I got played alone will seem meaningful to them. And - of course - what will Boss think? That I'm too naive, sometimes simple after all?

Tried to find the silver line around this black cloud but got nothing so far. Work-wise, I've been less than myself lately, which I know; but can the shit make me finally decide to get back to game, that I don't know.

I have to take my mind off the shit. That's the only thing I know right now.